TW- mentions of trauma, details of trauma, eating disorders, ocd, death, chronic illness, child abuse I see her now, when im laying in bed crying myself to sleep. So weak, in pain, and scared of everything. She was so small. "YOU'RE GOING TO DIE!" She stopped eating 2 weeks ago. Couldn't even hold her eyes open to look at her mother while she screamed at her. Rolling over onto her side to throw up off the edge of the mattress. "THIS IS YOUR OWN FAULT FOR NOT EATING!" How coul

This post will be discussing my own personal experience with grief due to a physical health diagnosis. Mentions of death, suicidal ideation, trauma, needles, medical treatment, and chronic illness. This is not an educational post. This is a personal story. On the 18th June 2026, I went to the hospital. Something that had become a weekly event. Where I was awaiting test results. My doctors sat down with me to tell me I have Undifferentiated connective tissue disease. A progres